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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

When i lived LOVE....

"I fell in love with those bright eyes of hers....that contained the magic, my mother's bed songs have.......her aroma felt like breath for one put away from air....her presence felt like a newly born child's fragile laugh...she was a fairy walked down the beautiful Earth to add on more beauty.........she glided past me...for a second i had my eyelashes hugging each other tight..... the next second I woke up to see, my maid sweeping my room and now realized where the aroma that filled my nostrils come from......."

          "I for along time believed that LOVE was only when......The music running in the back ground...The breeze kissing you softly....The magic of hers driving the electrons in my body....The hormones ever running high... 
        BUT for me.... my fairly fair cheeks never took any other colour..... I never felt the urge of gifting someone a present...i never demanded my mom of an increase in the flow of my income called pocket money....I only had food in my tummy and never the butter flies by seeing someone..... I never could afford the violins...and i was too very much a human for electricity to run.......It then stuck me hard, going by these standards i never was in love..And i wasn't gay neither....
         I wondered, was it that i was too dumb or  too un-cool to be actually feeling all these? OR is it that all Bench Marked feelings, only indicate some sought of a dis-ease that never is or was LOVE.
         I never believed in loving someone who dint share my own DNA or to be mad just for someones smile...I never believed to sit down and smile realizing the most foolish thing she said....Till it finally happened....



        YES love did happen...it happened for just a moment of the moment...i lived it in this very skin...it was nothing the way ones ever written or said or seen because it was just not LOVE it was feeling GOD....It was just like the way i felt....Magical....
         Neither the violins were heard nor the current passed....what happened was something 26 alphabets will never be able to describe....I dint live for her smile but could do anything for it...I never bothered the spending ages staring into her eyes but lived a lifetime with one glance of her...I kissed her, cuddled her being separated by every length and breadth of  space, but never touched a cell living or dead of hers.........
         I was in love..Madly in love...I might have lived it just for a second in space but i will live this feeling, the feeling of love for eternity...ONCE IN LOVE"